I'm in front of my laptop because I need to stay awake but I'm really sleepy.
I need to stay awake because I need to get shit down but I can barely stay awake and do anything.
Anything that is to mindlessly browse the web.
So now I'm awake.
I'm neither asleep or getting shit done.
Which means when I go to work in a few hours, I'll be falling asleep everywhere and not get anything done.
It's a cruel cruel cycle.
No, it's not. Just muster up all the energy that I've spent in the past 4 hours staying awake into a burst of energy of just 30 minutes.
Will to power.
I don't know anything about Nietschze.
But including spelling his name.
Thursday, September 25, 2014
Thursday, September 11, 2014
But the good thing is that I'm back reading. I used to be so stressed that I couldn't focus on what I was reading. Now I need something to cancel out the noise of stress, but I do not yet have the energy to do something as active as writing a coherent blog post. I'm reading Brideshead Revisted. I don't understand what the fuss is about. Well a little. But I don't understand why it's so popular. I sympathize with the characters and their motives, but how did this become so iconically British?